Sometimes, i feel it's kind of funny.About Me. Myself.
I like to read. Books like novels (online and offline), manga and cooking recipes. lolx
I like to watch tv. Be it drama, variety shows, animations, movies...
OK. Up to here, i'm a quiet and reserved person ya? a very homely person.

On the other hand, i love to read with music plugged in blasting my eardrums off...bad for ears i know but i still do it. Rock and heavy metal are my favorites. Crazy over loud music especially with loads of guitars and drums. Screaming and yelling too.

It's as if under my gentle facade, i secretly crave for something wild.

Just like right now.... listening to Tear Don't Fall by BFMV
They are awesome! yeah!

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Quotes i found online.....
i find them so true.


"Life is not a matter of milestones but of moments"


"Life is too short.... so kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly."


"Every man dies. Not every man really lives.

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My new year resolutions for the year of 2012.

First and foremost : cure my acne problem. major project. argh.
Save for house renovation and furniture.
Save enough for our upcoming Taiwan trip.
Plan our wedding. - rom, photoshoot.
Love darling more and more.
Love my new job.
Be happy everyday, every moment.
TO BE CONTINUED.

Reflection on the past year.....

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New song from JJ Lin Jun Jie. Might need to pause the song ("need you now") below to hear this.
hehehe.

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"Outside I was motionless not even blinking a silvery stream of tears meander down from face from my eyes. Tears slowly rose and fell across my face. Hell could not devise a worse feeling then this. I'd happily endure any form if torture rather than face the bleak soul crushing isolation and abandonment I felt now."

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Xhex to John
"You're not half the male you could be because of what was done to you. You're twice what anyone else is because you survived."

Lover Mine, page 383

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I have 2 dreams this morning. what time exactly i have no idea or recollection. I remembered waking up checking my phone and saw darling's whatsapp message and turn on the power to charge my phone. After that, i returned to bed. And thereafter, is the start of my first dream.

Lately, i have been rather emotional. A lot factors caused this state. hahaha. Downstairs there is a wake going on, and today was the last day whereby they will send the dead for cremation. A lot of loud music and band playing. I hear this particular song when i was asleep. 世上只有媽媽好. and i dreamed of that time when my grandmother passed away. And i dreamed of weeping for her when this song played. Argh. i wondered if those are my real tears and tears in my dream. All i remembered what i was wiping my saliva. muhahahaha. cough cough.

I have another dream shortly. despite the loud music downstairs, i am able to have a dream. I really must say i am good at dreaming. LOL.
I was in a house...perhaps it's my friend's house. remembered asking her if she changed the position of the cupboards. and a few other guys erm..no idea who are they, were also in the house somewhere. all i remembered is that in this room, there was only my friend and me. And then a snake wriggled out from under the cupboard. Out from don't know where, i put myself in front of my friend and shielded her from the snake. the courage.. lolx. only in dream huh.

the snake was small. striped. light brown - beige. and the tail is hard, like those rattlesnake. I don't know the species at that time...but it really resembled this rattlesnake
i caught it and attempted to kill it. by hitting his head against the floor repeatedly. I dropped it to the floor at the living room... it appeared to be dead. and it suddenly jumped up and bite my thigh. ouch. i remembered....scary. and i grabbed it and hit it with a shoe.. from where i don't know. this is the good part of a dream. You an imagine alot of different kind of weapon. but why shoe i really have no idea. hahaha

there is a pile of toy snakes lying in the living room. perhaps the guys found them. I went to find the guys because i guessed they might have more knowledge on snakes. I was bitten and was fearful that the snake is venomous. arghh.. no effect so far. cant find the guys after 1/2 hour later.. weird... the house is no bigger than a 4-room flat. hahaha. one of the guys said that the bite is ok. and i responded "i guess so too..since 1/2 hour has passed." i looked at the clock on the wall... it's was 10.20 am or pm not sure. my guess now is am.
i was bitten at 9.50

i proceed to do my stuff while my friend was sitting in front of the tv watching some show. not concerned about that anyway. i went to arrange the pile of toy snakes because they look so messy and scary. while arranging, another live snake came crawling out. hell...why so many live snake in a house. i chased it to a room...eh.. looks like my room... suddenly changed scene to my house huh. lol.
it circled around my room, under the table, etc... cant remember where else and out of my room. i, chasing it with the shoe... trying to kill it. it was a python...yellow. no very big. bigger than the previous. i don't know why i want to kill it. but it was like that in my dream. hahaha.
then the snake crawled into my kitchen.... gone behind cupboard, under sink and all the way to the service yard. and it started circling the walls. eh.. no windows at the service yard. weird. all i remembered is all 4 sides were walls. i stood at the door. when it circled, i attempt to hit it and duck it. i missed a few times, all hits were at the wrong timing. one more try... and bull's eye, i hit it on his head. i hit a few more times. and i flattened. it looks like huh. and plastered onto the wall. eekk. but no blood...no fluid...lucky.

i came out to the living room and asked why were there so many live snakes. nobody answered me..all of them were watching tv. i sat down beside one of the guys, by the wall. and the guy in front of me spotted an insect on the wall and attempt to kill it. on my closer look it was not a centipede. it was ants crawling closely behind one another. i walked away. and i woke up.


typing the whole dream is tedious. dreaming it was so much faster. lol.
this is the second time i dreamed of snakes. the first i only saw it crawling in the forest and circling me. this time i took action and it was in indoors.
first time i dreamed of that, something good happened but to me i wasn't expecting it to happen so it came as a shock and i rejected it and so i treated it as something bad happened. it sort of symbolised to me that it's good in general but perhaps not so good to some. i belong to some.
the details are not to be divulged.

this time round...i wonder. i hope it will be something good. as in what i wished for will turned true very soon. hahaa...

i told dad about my dream..he commented why must i kill it. i wondered why i am not supposed to kill it....it's my action in my dream..i got to respect it. can't be control fully or else it will not be a dream.

all the best to me. yeah.

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【天蝎需记的六句话】

1、温和对人对事，不随意发脾气，谁都不欠你的。

2、无须在意别人的评说，只要把自己的事情做好 


3、不必看别人的眼神，只需走好自己的路。


4、不能有过多的抱怨，那样会使自己的心更累。

5、不太过于较真，那样会使自己更难过。


6、不管有多大成就，走在何处，都不要迷失自己。❤




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Quote of the day 


"You can't tell whether or not something will work unless you try."

Inazuma Eleven Go episode 20

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That thing called "Man"... 
Good men and bad men repeat in any age, 
too long to fester, too short to learn a spiral path of time.
That is why we yearn...
And let so many things out...?
Even though all it takes to fill a life....
is the sun, the land , and a poem.

Excerpt from Kukuchi Masaou, "That thing called Man" (Minmei Publications)

Hunter X Hunter chapter 315 page 17

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Sometimes, i feel it's kind of funny.About Me. Myself.
I like to read. Books like novels (online and offline), manga and cooking recipes. lolx
I like to watch tv. Be it drama, variety shows, animations, movies...
OK. Up to here, i'm a quiet and reserved person ya? a very homely person.

On the other hand, i love to read with music plugged in blasting my eardrums off...bad for ears i know but i still do it. Rock and heavy metal are my favorites. Crazy over loud music especially with loads of guitars and drums. Screaming and yelling too.

It's as if under my gentle facade, i secretly crave for something wild.

Just like right now.... listening to Tear Don't Fall by BFMV
They are awesome! yeah!

Labels: All my nonsense

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Quotes i found online.....
i find them so true.


"Life is not a matter of milestones but of moments"


"Life is too short.... so kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly."


"Every man dies. Not every man really lives.

Labels: All my nonsense

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My new year resolutions for the year of 2012.

First and foremost : cure my acne problem. major project. argh.
Save for house renovation and furniture.
Save enough for our upcoming Taiwan trip.
Plan our wedding. - rom, photoshoot.
Love darling more and more.
Love my new job.
Be happy everyday, every moment.
TO BE CONTINUED.

Reflection on the past year.....

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New song from JJ Lin Jun Jie. Might need to pause the song ("need you now") below to hear this.
hehehe.

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"Outside I was motionless not even blinking a silvery stream of tears meander down from face from my eyes. Tears slowly rose and fell across my face. Hell could not devise a worse feeling then this. I'd happily endure any form if torture rather than face the bleak soul crushing isolation and abandonment I felt now."

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Xhex to John
"You're not half the male you could be because of what was done to you. You're twice what anyone else is because you survived."

Lover Mine, page 383

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I have 2 dreams this morning. what time exactly i have no idea or recollection. I remembered waking up checking my phone and saw darling's whatsapp message and turn on the power to charge my phone. After that, i returned to bed. And thereafter, is the start of my first dream.

Lately, i have been rather emotional. A lot factors caused this state. hahaha. Downstairs there is a wake going on, and today was the last day whereby they will send the dead for cremation. A lot of loud music and band playing. I hear this particular song when i was asleep. 世上只有媽媽好. and i dreamed of that time when my grandmother passed away. And i dreamed of weeping for her when this song played. Argh. i wondered if those are my real tears and tears in my dream. All i remembered what i was wiping my saliva. muhahahaha. cough cough.

I have another dream shortly. despite the loud music downstairs, i am able to have a dream. I really must say i am good at dreaming. LOL.
I was in a house...perhaps it's my friend's house. remembered asking her if she changed the position of the cupboards. and a few other guys erm..no idea who are they, were also in the house somewhere. all i remembered is that in this room, there was only my friend and me. And then a snake wriggled out from under the cupboard. Out from don't know where, i put myself in front of my friend and shielded her from the snake. the courage.. lolx. only in dream huh.

the snake was small. striped. light brown - beige. and the tail is hard, like those rattlesnake. I don't know the species at that time...but it really resembled this rattlesnake
i caught it and attempted to kill it. by hitting his head against the floor repeatedly. I dropped it to the floor at the living room... it appeared to be dead. and it suddenly jumped up and bite my thigh. ouch. i remembered....scary. and i grabbed it and hit it with a shoe.. from where i don't know. this is the good part of a dream. You an imagine alot of different kind of weapon. but why shoe i really have no idea. hahaha

there is a pile of toy snakes lying in the living room. perhaps the guys found them. I went to find the guys because i guessed they might have more knowledge on snakes. I was bitten and was fearful that the snake is venomous. arghh.. no effect so far. cant find the guys after 1/2 hour later.. weird... the house is no bigger than a 4-room flat. hahaha. one of the guys said that the bite is ok. and i responded "i guess so too..since 1/2 hour has passed." i looked at the clock on the wall... it's was 10.20 am or pm not sure. my guess now is am.
i was bitten at 9.50

i proceed to do my stuff while my friend was sitting in front of the tv watching some show. not concerned about that anyway. i went to arrange the pile of toy snakes because they look so messy and scary. while arranging, another live snake came crawling out. hell...why so many live snake in a house. i chased it to a room...eh.. looks like my room... suddenly changed scene to my house huh. lol.
it circled around my room, under the table, etc... cant remember where else and out of my room. i, chasing it with the shoe... trying to kill it. it was a python...yellow. no very big. bigger than the previous. i don't know why i want to kill it. but it was like that in my dream. hahaha.
then the snake crawled into my kitchen.... gone behind cupboard, under sink and all the way to the service yard. and it started circling the walls. eh.. no windows at the service yard. weird. all i remembered is all 4 sides were walls. i stood at the door. when it circled, i attempt to hit it and duck it. i missed a few times, all hits were at the wrong timing. one more try... and bull's eye, i hit it on his head. i hit a few more times. and i flattened. it looks like huh. and plastered onto the wall. eekk. but no blood...no fluid...lucky.

i came out to the living room and asked why were there so many live snakes. nobody answered me..all of them were watching tv. i sat down beside one of the guys, by the wall. and the guy in front of me spotted an insect on the wall and attempt to kill it. on my closer look it was not a centipede. it was ants crawling closely behind one another. i walked away. and i woke up.


typing the whole dream is tedious. dreaming it was so much faster. lol.
this is the second time i dreamed of snakes. the first i only saw it crawling in the forest and circling me. this time i took action and it was in indoors.
first time i dreamed of that, something good happened but to me i wasn't expecting it to happen so it came as a shock and i rejected it and so i treated it as something bad happened. it sort of symbolised to me that it's good in general but perhaps not so good to some. i belong to some.
the details are not to be divulged.

this time round...i wonder. i hope it will be something good. as in what i wished for will turned true very soon. hahaa...

i told dad about my dream..he commented why must i kill it. i wondered why i am not supposed to kill it....it's my action in my dream..i got to respect it. can't be control fully or else it will not be a dream.

all the best to me. yeah.

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【天蝎需记的六句话】

1、温和对人对事，不随意发脾气，谁都不欠你的。

2、无须在意别人的评说，只要把自己的事情做好 


3、不必看别人的眼神，只需走好自己的路。


4、不能有过多的抱怨，那样会使自己的心更累。

5、不太过于较真，那样会使自己更难过。


6、不管有多大成就，走在何处，都不要迷失自己。❤




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Quote of the day 


"You can't tell whether or not something will work unless you try."

Inazuma Eleven Go episode 20

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That thing called "Man"... 
Good men and bad men repeat in any age, 
too long to fester, too short to learn a spiral path of time.
That is why we yearn...
And let so many things out...?
Even though all it takes to fill a life....
is the sun, the land , and a poem.

Excerpt from Kukuchi Masaou, "That thing called Man" (Minmei Publications)

Hunter X Hunter chapter 315 page 17

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