.:: * * I AM HERE * * ::.

2012-02-04T22:09:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, i feel it's kind of funny.About Me. Myself.
I like to read. Books like novels (online and offline), manga and cooking recipes. lolx
I like to watch tv. Be it drama, variety shows, animations, movies...
OK. Up to here, i'm a quiet and reserved person ya? a very homely person.

On the other hand, i love to read with music plugged in blasting my eardrums off...bad for ears i know but i still do it. Rock and heavy metal are my favorites. Crazy over loud music especially with loads of guitars and drums. Screaming and yelling too.

It's as if under my gentle facade, i secretly crave for something wild.

Just like right now.... listening to Tear Don't Fall by BFMV
They are awesome! yeah!

2012-02-02T21:09:00.005+08:00

Quotes i found online.....
i find them so true.

"Life is not a matter of milestones but of moments"

"Life is too short.... so kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly."

"Every man dies. Not every man really lives.

New year resolutions

2012-01-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

My new year resolutions for the year of 2012.

First and foremost : cure my acne problem. major project. argh.
Save for house renovation and furniture.
Save enough for our upcoming Taiwan trip.
Plan our wedding. - rom, photoshoot.
Love darling more and more.
Love my new job.
Be happy everyday, every moment.
TO BE CONTINUED.

Reflection on the past year.....

JJ's new song

2011-12-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

New song from JJ Lin Jun Jie. Might need to pause the song ("need you now") below to hear this.
hehehe.

Married to the Prince of Darkness

2011-11-07T15:14:00.000+08:00

"Outside I was motionless not even blinking a silvery stream of tears meander down from face from my eyes. Tears slowly rose and fell across my face. Hell could not devise a worse feeling then this. I'd happily endure any form if torture rather than face the bleak soul crushing isolation and abandonment I felt now."

Married to the Prince of Darkness

by Angeltwist

Lover Mine

2011-10-28T23:11:00.001+08:00

Xhex to John
"You're not half the male you could be because of what was done to you. You're twice what anyone else is because you survived."

Lover Mine, page 383

a lengthy post.

2011-10-23T13:20:00.000+08:00

I have 2 dreams this morning. what time exactly i have no idea or recollection. I remembered waking up checking my phone and saw darling's whatsapp message and turn on the power to charge my phone. After that, i returned to bed. And thereafter, is the start of my first dream.

Lately, i have been rather emotional. A lot factors caused this state. hahaha. Downstairs there is a wake going on, and today was the last day whereby they will send the dead for cremation. A lot of loud music and band playing. I hear this particular song when i was asleep. 世上只有媽媽好. and i dreamed of that time when my grandmother passed away. And i dreamed of weeping for her when this song played. Argh. i wondered if those are my real tears and tears in my dream. All i remembered what i was wiping my saliva. muhahahaha. cough cough.

I have another dream shortly. despite the loud music downstairs, i am able to have a dream. I really must say i am good at dreaming. LOL.
I was in a house...perhaps it's my friend's house. remembered asking her if she changed the position of the cupboards. and a few other guys erm..no idea who are they, were also in the house somewhere. all i remembered is that in this room, there was only my friend and me. And then a snake wriggled out from under the cupboard. Out from don't know where, i put myself in front of my friend and shielded her from the snake. the courage.. lolx. only in dream huh.

the snake was small. striped. light brown - beige. and the tail is hard, like those rattlesnake. I don't know the species at that time...but it really resembled this rattlesnake
i caught it and attempted to kill it. by hitting his head against the floor repeatedly. I dropped it to the floor at the living room... it appeared to be dead. and it suddenly jumped up and bite my thigh. ouch. i remembered....scary. and i grabbed it and hit it with a shoe.. from where i don't know. this is the good part of a dream. You an imagine alot of different kind of weapon. but why shoe i really have no idea. hahaha

there is a pile of toy snakes lying in the living room. perhaps the guys found them. I went to find the guys because i guessed they might have more knowledge on snakes. I was bitten and was fearful that the snake is venomous. arghh.. no effect so far. cant find the guys after 1/2 hour later.. weird... the house is no bigger than a 4-room flat. hahaha. one of the guys said that the bite is ok. and i responded "i guess so too..since 1/2 hour has passed." i looked at the clock on the wall... it's was 10.20 am or pm not sure. my guess now is am.
i was bitten at 9.50

i proceed to do my stuff while my friend was sitting in front of the tv watching some show. not concerned about that anyway. i went to arrange the pile of toy snakes because they look so messy and scary. while arranging, another live snake came crawling out. hell...why so many live snake in a house. i chased it to a room...eh.. looks like my room... suddenly changed scene to my house huh. lol.
it circled around my room, under the table, etc... cant remember where else and out of my room. i, chasing it with the shoe... trying to kill it. it was a python...yellow. no very big. bigger than the previous. i don't know why i want to kill it. but it was like that in my dream. hahaha.
then the snake crawled into my kitchen.... gone behind cupboard, under sink and all the way to the service yard. and it started circling the walls. eh.. no windows at the service yard. weird. all i remembered is all 4 sides were walls. i stood at the door. when it circled, i attempt to hit it and duck it. i missed a few times, all hits were at the wrong timing. one more try... and bull's eye, i hit it on his head. i hit a few more times. and i flattened. it looks like huh. and plastered onto the wall. eekk. but no blood...no fluid...lucky.

i came out to the living room and asked why were there so many live snakes. nobody answered me..all of them were watching tv. i sat down beside one of the guys, by the wall. and the guy in front of me spotted an insect on the wall and attempt to kill it. on my closer look it was not a centipede. it was ants crawling closely behind one another. i walked away. and i woke up.

typing the whole dream is tedious. dreaming it was so much faster. lol.
this is the second time i dreamed of snakes. the first i only saw it crawling in the forest and circling me. this time i took action and it was in indoors.
first time i dreamed of that, something good happened but to me i wasn't expecting it to happen so it came as a shock and i rejected it and so i treated it as something bad happened. it sort of symbolised to me that it's good in general but perhaps not so good to some. i belong to some.
the details are not to be divulged.

this time round...i wonder. i hope it will be something good. as in what i wished for will turned true very soon. hahaa...

i told dad about my dream..he commented why must i kill it. i wondered why i am not supposed to kill it....it's my action in my dream..i got to respect it. can't be control fully or else it will not be a dream.

all the best to me. yeah.

【天蝎需记的六句话】

2011-10-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

【天蝎需记的六句话】

1、温和对人对事，不随意发脾气，谁都不欠你的。

2、无须在意别人的评说，只要把自己的事情做好

3、不必看别人的眼神，只需走好自己的路。

4、不能有过多的抱怨，那样会使自己的心更累。

5、不太过于较真，那样会使自己更难过。

6、不管有多大成就，走在何处，都不要迷失自己。❤

Quoted from https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=265180623515558&set=a.262379837128970.69585.262067760493511&type=3&permPage=1

2011-10-09T17:51:00.001+08:00

Quote of the day

"You can't tell whether or not something will work unless you try."

Inazuma Eleven Go episode 20

That thing called "Man"

2011-10-09T14:52:00.003+08:00

That thing called "Man"...
Good men and bad men repeat in any age,
too long to fester, too short to learn a spiral path of time.
That is why we yearn...
And let so many things out...?
Even though all it takes to fill a life....
is the sun, the land , and a poem.

Excerpt from Kukuchi Masaou, "That thing called Man" (Minmei Publications)

Hunter X Hunter chapter 315 page 17

Note transfer from FB

2011-10-05T14:52:00.005+08:00

A note i post on my FB. i though it's better to transfer here to my blog.
Last quote from Edward in FMA.

"A lesson without pain is meaningless.
That's because you cannot gain something without sacrificing something else in return.
But, once you've withstood the pain and overcome it
You will gain a heart that is stronger than everything else.
Yes. A fullmetal heart."

previously post at FB on 5 July 2010

My thoughts on Hunter X Hunter remake

2011-10-05T14:46:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking quite a while...

With the remake of Hunter X Hunter anime, is the manga finishing soon? I can't help but afraid of the answer. I can't seem to find any feedback to it. Afterall, with FMA Brotherhood remake, the manga finishes together with it. I'm kind of worried. I will definitely feel sad to see one of my favourite manga ending soon. After so many hiatus, and then to finally see it back to serialisation and then if it really come to an end. ARGH.

If mangaka Yoshihiro Togashi sensei really feel that it's proper to end Hunter X Hunter, I as a fan also will wish it for the best. despite it will definitely hurts me to see it end.

Think positively!!! I must think positively.

I finally see Ging after so many chapters. It's very refreshing. HAHAHA. By the way, the 1st episode of HXH 2011 is pretty good. Straight to the main story arc. Nicely done. Need some time to get used to new Gon's voice. The new seiyuu is pretty good, able to bring Gon's cheerful personality out. Not too girly. haha

However, Kurapika's seiyuu sounds weird. more feminine. lolx. need time to get used to it i guess.
I can't wait to see Gon's best friend forever - Killua.

Anticipating next episode. hehehe

2011-09-23T00:26:00.002+08:00

Inazuma Eleven Go - Proverb of the day

"Practising makes what 'cannot do' into 'can do'!"

Endou Mamoru
Inazuma Eleven Go ep 15

2011-09-05T02:03:00.000+08:00

吃苦当吃补，能成天下贾
不吃人间苦，一辈子劳苦。

不吃人间苦，肚子就打鼓

NHZGG episode 89

2011-08-23T03:25:00.002+08:00

ACCA results were released today. im quite glad that it has finally been released after so long. i had a dream, a good one this time.. dreamt of myself achieving great scores for all the 3 papers - f5 89, f6 87 and f7 79. and as usual my dreams are always the total opposites of the reality. i remembered i had a bad dream when the day the results were out for my f1 to f4. i had a bad one regarding my f4. and my f4 turned out well.

anyway, i am quite saddened by my f6 tax results. after so much time and effort i spent on this partucular module, i only achieve 52 marks. i really regretted enrolling into gsw's class. i will try not to put blame on anyone other than myself. i am however not that sad for my f7. i tried my best with the feeling and confidence that i will fail for sure... and indeed i did flunked it. badly. with only 39 marks.

on the other hand, i am glad for my f5 results. i managed to get a score that is way higher than what i had estimated earlier in the other post. as i thought initially that i will only get a less than 60 marks. in fact i achieved a 66 marks. hehe.

all in all, i still failed... to achieve the target set by darling. 75 marks for all 3 modules. failed horribly!!! time for punishment. zzzz

Time for a change

2011-08-01T04:08:00.000+08:00

Alright. I've revert to the old blogspot template. Looks cuter this way. And it also gives me an excuse to use blogskin. hehe.

i can see the credits in the blogskin but it won't display. I wonder why. I still need time to figure this thing out. I am an amateur. The song embedded is pretty nice.

Bones season 1 episode 5

2011-07-26T14:07:00.003+08:00

"Anger is only fear turned inwards"

Angela

Bones season 1 episode 5

Detective Conan episode 621

2011-07-03T01:29:00.002+08:00

"Zero is where everything starts!
Nothing would ever be born if we didn't depart from there...
And nothing would ever be achieved!"

Kudo Shinichi
Detective Conan episode 621

Beelzebub Episode 21

2011-06-26T13:05:00.004+08:00

"True strength isn't about beating someone.
It's about protecting someone."

Someone with Zebel spell telling Tojo
Beelzebub Episode 21
edit: which we later know he is Zenjūrō Saotome
i finally catch up with the manga.

Nightwalker

2011-06-24T02:54:00.000+08:00

I've been sleeping late recently. I have yet to adjust my body clock since exam period. Argh... i don't feel exhausted before 3am in the morning. Argh... have to adjust back quick.

I'm still looking for job. Hopefully a full time position. hee.. Hope it won't cause a huge impact on my studies since I'm converting to part time studies starting this July. hee.

Lover Mine

2011-06-21T17:39:00.001+08:00

"Abruptly, he cut off his emotions, putting that genie of sadness and regret and rejection back into its bottle.
He couldn't allow himself to break down. He has to keep going, keep searching, keep putting one foot in front of the other. Time was moving forward even though he wanted to slow it down so that they had a better chance of finding her alive.

The clock was not interested in his opinions, however. "

John Matthew thinking of the missing Xhex
Page 25, Lover Mine

Secret Garden

2011-06-21T15:27:00.001+08:00

"Love perhaps is similar to taking care of a garden.
Hoping that in the garden, a beautiful flower will bloom,
A cool breeze will blow,
In the presence of warm sunlight and occasionally a magical shower...."

Gil Ra Im
Secret Garden

Fairy Tail Chapter 232

2011-06-19T18:59:00.001+08:00

"Mistake aren't made by locking your feelings away and holding back...
They're made while wearing your heart on your sleeve!!!"

First Guild Master Mavis
Fairy Tail Chapter 232

Fairy Tail Chapter 212

2011-06-19T15:18:00.002+08:00

"There are people in this world who enjoy being alone.
But there isn't a single person who can bear solitude.

This is not "SALVATION". It's simply a guiding light to tomorrow"

Guild Master
Fairy Tail Chapter 212

An estimate?

2011-06-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

I'm have so far done with F5 and F6. Now left with F7 which is going to take place tomorrow. Yikes!!!
So now, i'll just give an estimate s I can refer when my results come. Gulp!

for F6, scary...
what were the questions? iish. well, i shall give a very rough gauge.
I remember I can do most of the questions BUT... i don't know if I have used the correct method. lolx.
so... i just hope I can get a pass. yup.

For F5... okok. like that loh ~~
happened today so memory of that is still fresh!
Qn 1. Maximax, Maximin, expected value - hell, i think i did it wrongly. so hopefully I can get a 6 marks here.. =X prudence... hehe
Qn 2. Learning curve, pricing - think there is no much problem with that question so... 15 marks should be ok.
Qn 3. Flexed budget and variance. - Ok with the flexed budget but theory on variances went haywired. So.. 15 marks.
Qn 4. Theory on balanced scorecard and calculation on ROI/RI - OK with calculation...theory GG. I never study that. Gosh. Bang wall!! so 10 marks gone.. Perhaps a 6 marks..?
Qn 5. Throughput accounting - OK with that but wonder if I add or didn't add anything. So 12 marks.

Total: 54 marks. finger crossed. Pray hard I can get higher than that.

Last 2 papers in 3 more days...technically speaking is 2+days

2011-06-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

Stress Maxed! I'm seriously having a headache.
Tax paper took a lot of time out of me and now I'm thinking I might not have enough time for the other 2 papers.
Especially the one on Monday - F5.
I only studied a little for a couple of days and now I will only be finishing off within 3 days. It's do or die. erm well....maybe do or fail!

F7 is also no way better. I'm still left with SOCF (which I'm revising right now), Ratio and Consolidation.
Sounds like a lot of things, like majority of things. This is some kind of bad dream. HELP!

Small question like Qn4 and Qn5, I believe I can handle well. Qn2 should be OK.
Now is left with Qn1 (conso) and Qn3 Ratio/SOCF.

Die die must finish SOCF tonight. and for Ratio and Consolidation questions, I will need to rush off my F5 less than 3 days and then spare a bit of time, say day 3 for Ratio and Consolidation and the rest of Monday night look through all over again.

Hope I can meet my schedule. I am always behind time these few weeks. Bad bad me!
The exam stress this time round is HUGE!

I don't think I can meet the target set by darling (80marks and above and I can get my wish come true).
Guess, I will prepare for punishment. *Bang wall* *Finger crossed*

Need to have some faith in myself! May God bless me with all the courage and power to "conquer" these last 2 paper for this semester!

2011-05-21T01:52:00.000+08:00

Have not touch my blog for months.. haha.
i totally forgot about it. lol
well, nothing to update except Anata, my mum and bro and I went to Batam in april.. Our first trip overseas..considering darling and i never go out of the country and stay overnight before. not once in our 6 plus yrs relationship. haha

Exams are just around the corner and i feel really stressed up. Argh. Hope God can bless me with courage and power and calmness.

I must be confident and think positively!!!
brainwashing myself with positive energy...hahaha.

Inazuma Eleven - Proverb of the day

2011-03-11T16:06:00.001+08:00

Inazuma Eleven - Proverb of the day

"If you start thinking you're perfect, then your evolution will stop and then an invisible gap will appear before you!"

Endou Daisuke
Episode 118

Inazuma Eleven - Proverb of the day

2011-03-11T15:39:00.000+08:00

Inazuma Eleven - Proverb of the day

You don't make idealism into reality by experimenting on others, but through your own efforts!

Endou Mamoru
Episode 117

Inazuma Eleven

2011-01-20T02:37:00.002+08:00

The goddess of victory seems to like guys that don't give up

Inazuma Eleven ep 113
Coach Hibiki

2011 New Year Resolutions

2011-01-09T03:57:00.002+08:00

my new year resolutions for this year.
1. must pass and score for F1, F2, F3 & F4 (Accomplished!)
2. must do well for F5, F6 & F7
3. must complete all 9 ACCA papers by this year
4. go overseas for holiday with darling (Accomplished!)
5. love darling more and more
6. spend lesser and try to earn some money (perhaps get a part time job)
7. enjoy everyday fully
8. smile. have a pretty smile
9. family problems will end peacefully and soon
10. stay healthy throughout this year.

Resolutions accomplishment

2010-12-31T13:52:00.003+08:00

Looking back the last one year. And flipping back to my new year resolutions for this year.

"Be successful with my application for teaching position Upgrade myself with a degree course Get our dream home Have an engagement ring from goodoldgold Get rid of my last wisdom tooth Have braces Lasik A Sony alpha camera Strike TOTO big prize Most importantly BE HAPPY & ENJOY EVERY MOMENT"

1. I failed my teaching application. but now i'm pursuing something that i have interest in - accounting. so it's pretty good yah.

2. Well, i didnt manage to study a degree. but i will get it once i complete 9 modules. so one way or the other, i'm doing good.

3. Dream home yah.. yeah. got it.. still building. i wont say it's perfect but it's cozy. a 3-room flat for us couple is more than enough. anything more, we will leave it to later. =D

4. Engagement ring? haha.. no proposal so no ring. i can wait. no hurry. =P

5. O yeah.. no more wisdom teeth. no more wisdom? Nah!

6. I'm having braces. yeah! 2 more years yah. doctors said i'm pretty good. i'm able to have a new thicker wire every month. so, it will be fast.

7. Lasik. got to wait.

8. no DSLR camera. but no problem.

9. strike toto big prize is every one's dream. i rarely buy so my bad.

10. i pretty much enjoyed every day. so it's good!

So i can say i'm doing well. For wants and needs, i achieve the needs category more. Cool.
Jia you next year 2011~

Inazuma Eleven 112

2010-12-30T13:20:00.000+08:00

Proverb for today

There are times when we have to face dangers and new situations!

Inazuma Eleven 107

2010-12-16T02:26:00.000+08:00

Inazuma Eleven 107

What matters most is the heart.

The Heart #1: The heart to never give up no matter what happens. - Unrelenting Guts
The Heart #2: The heart to never fear no matter how strong the enemy is. - Confronting Courage
The Heart #3: The heart to protect those previous to oneself. - Bottomless Kindness
The Heart #4: The heart to trust one's friends entirely. - Absolute Faith
The Heart #5: The heart to remain steadfast no matter the circumstances. - Ice-solid Composure
The Heart #6: The heart to see into the hidden truth. - Omnipotent mind's Eye
The Heart #7: The heart to forgive others for their mistakes. - Forgiving Strength
The Heart #8: The heart to understand the joy and sorrow of others. - Empathetic Tears
The Heart #9: The heart to see what only those with great resolve see. - Boundless Dreams
The Heart #10: The heart to believe in one's own strength. - Unwavering Confidence
The Heart #11: The heart to persist even if one hits rock-bottom. - Warrior's Pride

Extracted from Inazuma Eleven ep 107

Very inspiring!

End of exam

2010-12-16T02:14:00.001+08:00

Finally, exam is over. It's time to start watching my favourite animes, read manga and novels and non stop kdrama and jdrama. hahaha. Oya... gaming too..

Inazuma Eleven - Proverb for today

2010-11-04T00:48:00.000+08:00

Inazuma Eleven - Proverb for today

What's strongest today doesn't stay that way forever.
The next strongest thing is always waiting inside us

Fidio from Inazuma Eleven
Episode 105

Inazuma Eleven - 95

2010-10-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

Proverb for today

No one can earn true victory without first knowing defeat.

Inazuma Eleven 95

Coach Hibiki

Inazuma Eleven - 33

2010-09-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

Captain's proverb for today!

If we want to become stronger, we have to change ourselves first before we ask someone else to change

Endou Mamoru
Inazuma Eleven - 33

Inazuma Eleven -13

2010-09-22T01:34:00.000+08:00

Captain's proverb for the day

Don't lie to the things you love.

Endou Mamoru

Inazuma Eleven -13

Inazuma Eleven - 9

2010-09-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

An otaku is someone who masters a particular world with sincerity and an honest heart

Magane
Inazuma Eleven - 9

Captain's proverb for the day

When someone really wants to do something, they are the most dependable for the job.

Mamoru
Inazuma Eleven - 9

Inazuma Eleven - 8

2010-09-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

Captain! Today's proverb.

The goddess of victory will smile upon the ones who believe strongly in victory.

Captain Mamoru
Inazuma Eleven

Inazuma Eleven - 7

2010-09-21T20:35:00.001+08:00

Captain! Today's proverb.

If we pass this trial, we'll definitely see a new path in our soccer journey.

Captain Mamoru
Inazuma Eleven

Inazuma Eleven - 6

2010-09-21T20:03:00.000+08:00

Captain's proverb of the day

There is no spent effort that goes to waste, a hard earned effort will surely pay off.

Doubt trust apathy - Liar game

2010-07-31T00:47:00.000+08:00

"Many people misunderstand this concept
Doubting people is simply a part of trying to get to know them.
"Trust" That act is without a doubt a very noble one... But you know what many people do, that they call trust, is actually giving up on trying to understand others.
And that has nothing to do with trust, but is rather...apathy.
There are countless people out there who failed to realize that apathy is a far more devastating act than doubting others."

Akiyama Shinichi
Liar Game Chapter 29

2010-05-23T02:59:00.001+08:00

This isn't running away!! It's a tactical retreat! - Shirahama Kenichi , Ryouzanpaku's No.1 Disciple

HSDK Chapter 381

2010-04-03T01:37:00.002+08:00

The scars run deep..

Battle at the marinford - One piece chapter 580

2010-03-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i have taken time to write a proper post...other than just quotes i find meaningful to me.

just caught up with d.gray man latest chapter. i'm kinda regretting doing the reading. my heart is broken. totally. into tiny fragments. whose heart wont after reading it.
i'm feeling for kanda yuu. how did he manage to keep such emotions in him and remain so calm, continued to fight against akuma. don't he have doubt in whatever the black order is doing? since in the first place, they wanted to eliminate him for remembering those forgotten memories...to silence him for god-knows-what reasons.

i'm totally opposing the creations of second and third exorcists. but i thought for the goal in getting rid of the evil - noahs and akuma, they are neccessory...i'm accepting it bit by bit.

but after i found out that they wanted to kill yuu...i can't take it. and begins to break down emotionally.

what is good now? even allen is slowing being taken over by 14th.

i am worried.
hosino sensei. help them please.

2010-03-14T20:41:00.000+08:00

There is a paper thin difference between being brave and being stupid.

Otoya - Bloody Monday chapter 19

2010-03-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

SPOILER FROM LOVER MINE

“No, you’ve got it all wrong, John.” Reading his emotions, she shook her head and eased back. “You’re not half the male you could be because of what was done to you. You’re twice what anyone else is because you survived.”

OH GOSH...I'd never expect J R Ward to write the 8th book so fast.
i have yet to get my hands on the 7th book- lover avenged and her another book - covet.
i've got to hurry!

2010-03-07T11:51:00.000+08:00

Your everyday efforts are what also define your weaknesses!!!

Hajime no ippo chapter 885

2010-03-05T11:56:00.000+08:00

Ways to curb anxieties?

i wonder what should i do...
lately there are lots of things of concerns. i am kind of stressed up now.
like the selection date unknown (most prob in april), application unknown (not sure results will be favourable and the loan after that), date for submission unclear (what date should i choose? apr 22 earth day?)

haiz. .too many things weigh down on me. Too much uncertainties right now. I hope to smooth it out soon.
i'm having my fingers crossed. Praying for the best!

2010-02-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

Determined fists are a sign of unwavering resolved....!!!

HSDK Chapter 371

2010-02-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

Hardship and Adversity...
It's because i'm a MASTER, that i can overcome that!!!

sakaki shishou chapter 368

2010-02-21T17:12:00.001+08:00

There never should be a choice where one should die for another, furthermore if there's an emotion that's preventing your from using all your power, you should quickly say that it's a hindrance. Koetsuji sensei

It's sad, but sometimes there are times when you have to do what you have to do. Ma sifu

Sakaki shishou and apachai would say something like that too. - For the time being, think about it...after you beat the shit out of them!!!

2010-02-19T23:36:00.002+08:00

Hot feelings held in these fists.
That's what people call "Fighting Spirit"!

2010-02-13T18:37:00.002+08:00

If you want the rainbow, you must to put up with the rain

D. Parton

2010-02-13T17:14:00.003+08:00

A true disciple is not a human!!

Katsujin Ken - Fist of Life

2010-02-12T15:08:00.000+08:00

最近好奇怪。
都会有朋友主动约我出门，有朋友（很久都没聊msn的突然间会pm我）找我聊天，叫我介绍朋友给他。有不见得我的女朋友会pm我。haiz....真失望。

搞得我觉得是不是我在走桃花运。

有可能是我多虑了。
想太多是我的天性。
分析状况是我的专长。

pui！。。。我还真不要脸。

2010-02-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

回忆像一道关不上的门

寂寞。。。。习惯就好。。。。

习惯就好MV

2010-02-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

The old saying goes. "The observer's eye is strong, where a seeing eye is weak. Observing in the sense of seeing the bigger picture.

It becomes especially important to use this to observe your opponent's attack pattern in a high level battle!
Not just observant on the ourside, but also on the inside. like balance shifts and breathing to judge your opponent's next action

2010-02-09T15:31:00.000+08:00

at a multiple junctions crossroad now.

knowing that curiosity kills the cat.
I being a big cat, couldn't stop from taking that inevitable irrevocable step.
Just like moth, is attracted to open flame and will perish in that instant when they contact.

2010-02-07T23:28:00.002+08:00

T o a martial artist, death is the real sign of defeat.
As long as one still lives, one day you'll be able to defeat him.

HSDK chapter 116

2010-02-02T23:25:00.000+08:00

A relationship that require punishment for betrayal...certainly isn't considered "comradeship"!
Real comradeship is to forgive someone that has made some error in judgement!

2010-01-31T23:28:00.002+08:00

In order for a person to live, a soul that shares belief is needed!!

2010-01-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

忠肝义胆勇武传魂

2010-01-28T23:56:00.001+08:00

A friend is a friend, even though it's a bad friend.

History Strongest Disciple Kenichi Chapter 74

2010-01-28T22:13:00.005+08:00

Serendipity - is the effect by which one accidentally stumbles upon something fortunate, especially while looking for something entirely unrelated.

extracted from wikipedia

You use your eyes to judge a person, not your ears.

adapted from gem of life

He couldn't let go. He couldn't speak. His chest was constricted with an emotion he didn't want to acknowledge, but could hardly deny. It wrenched him, pressing like a vise around his heart

extracted from Lara Adrian's Midnight Awakening page 263. Tegan's feeling when he saw Elise drenched in blood and pull her into a fierce embrace.

2010-01-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

A person, once he's born, dies sooner or later.
Then it would be better to not be born at all... i though like that before as well.

But the real point is, what you can accomplish while you are alive!!

Extracted from History Strongest Disciple Kenichi Chapter 50

I find it so true. I too think the same way before. We live, we will definitely have ups and downs. All we need to do is to conquer it and get over it.. stand up and take the challenge again.

It's like baking. 1st try - burnt and got to dump
2nd try - batter not mixed well, product become hard
you won't know if you can get the desire end product until you try. No matter how many times you try how much time spent, you 'd learn some thing.

2010-01-21T00:03:00.003+08:00

十年的寻找，一朝的永诀
泪水无法哭干，思念无法倾诉

孟姜女

2010-01-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hayato Furinji: Do you know what is the most important thing in a fight?

Kenichi Shirahama: uh. strength? and then techniques?

Hayato Furinji: Wrong!! It's Courage!!
If you don't have courage, you can't concentrate properly to find your opponents' openings.
Without courage, your strength whittles, and without strength, your techniques can't be used.

Kenichi Shirahama: That means... i can't do it...since i don't have courage.

Hayato Furinji: If you don't have it, you must condition for it. Anything can be conditioned.

Adapted from Onemanga chapter 20.

I believe with courage, anything can be done!..

2010-01-20T11:48:00.004+08:00

"He will be your buddy - someone close to you but not in a romantic way."

so meaningful. worth pondering.

2010-01-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

New year resolutions.

haha. a tad too late to think about this. But it's always better late than never.

well.... i hope to accomplish as much as possible.here goes.

Be successful with my application for teaching position
Upgrade myself with a degree course
Get our dream home
Have an engagement ring from goodoldgold
Get rid of my last wisdom tooth
Have braces
Lasik
A Sony alpha camera
Strike TOTO big prize
Most importantly BE HAPPY & ENJOY EVERY MOMENT

2010-01-08T18:08:00.001+08:00

What will i become when i have thoughts of attempting to do something bad?
I believe the evil side of me is emerging again. After 4 years of silence, it is finally breaching my barrier.
I will gladly accept the evil as it is a part of me. This completes me. It will be a challenge for him. If E tears my barrier apart, i wonder if the challenger can break through the ordeal for the second time.

2010-01-08T11:59:00.001+08:00

test

2009-11-22T09:03:00.001+08:00

oh shoot. there's really a problem with my blogskin. it doesn't display. iish.
BLOG UNDER MAINTENENCE.

The Nymph King

2009-10-28T23:06:00.001+08:00

I just finished reading The Nymph King by Gena Showalter. WOW. i managed to finish it in 2 days.

One word to describe the book and it will be SPLENDID !!!
I'm falling heads over heals for it.

As usual, i like to keep an eye on any nice quotes i come across in a book. This book never fail me. It has lots & lots & lotssss of sweet & 'sweet' quotes.

Here goes...

Every resistance will be met and conquested until you've soared over the sweet edge of surrender - found on page 154, when Valerian is trying to seduce Shaye

Strength lies in compassion, not battles - found on page 229, when Brenna patched Joachim up

Without you, i am nothing - found on page 371, when everything is solved...when Shaye thinks of Valerian

Welcome to Wonderland, Alice - found on page 64, when Shaye discovered she was brought to Atlantis

There are alot more...especially those on the anti cards. Argh. Perhaps i will do a re-read this few days then post all my favourites up.

The whole story is smooth. When i thoght Shaye will not escape, she did the unexpected and finally got punished. HAH! The punishment is totally one of a kind. Woot.
I love the amusing conversations Shaye and Valerian had. They never fail to make me grin foolishly.
Shaye is so witty while Valerian is so seductive.

Anime Week

2009-10-25T01:43:00.000+08:00

Finally, i cleared all the episodes of Bleach up till 242. Spent most of my nights this week watching from 205~. argh. Now got to wait again. Wait for episodes to accumulate. So in the meantime, i can clear Naruto...won't keep me occupied for long though. It's better than nothing. Therafter, i can finish up DIE Again.

Got to plan my schedules first. Or else will feel very bored. HAHA.

Thinking of re watching one of the anime that has been airing for many many years.... but then, i'm lazy. I rather wait for Detective Conan to get english subbed... hate to watch chinese subs. The subs are always different from the original meaning.

Subbers gambatte!

Saw Hu Ge's blog earlier, realised that he had just finished filming The Myth and done the dubbing.

Yiippie! Now waiting for them to edit and air. hahaha. Hope it will be available by end of this year. haha

Quotes from books

2009-09-28T23:02:00.000+08:00

"To envy was to lack."

extracted from The Warlord Wants Forever, page 22.

"'Regret Management'. You try to mitigate the regrets with the pleasure the moment brought to you."

extracted from Sins of the Night, page 253.

Fate and Free Will

2009-09-27T00:43:00.004+08:00

We always curse fate...

"Damn fate for that".

But in truth, "free will sucked."

It's no better.

As quoted in Sherrilyn Kenyon's Sins of the Night (Dark Hunter series)

"... it doesn't matter after all since futures can and do change, somethings as simple as you're supposed to turn right down a street one day... in your bones you know it, and yet for reasons no one understands, you decide to debunk fate and go left. Now instead of meeting the spouse of your dreams and having a house full of kids, you get flattened by an ice-cream truck and spend the next five years in physical therapy recovering from the injuries; or worse, you die from it. And all because you exeercised free will and turned the opposite way on a whim."

"It can work on reverse too."

Text found on page 167.

Fate is scary.

Free will is cruel.

The choice is always yours.

I really find this very meaningful. It sure sound pessimistic..but face it!... this is life.
We've got to get this through our heads and learn to live our lives the optimistic way.

Be wise with your decisions. Never regret your actions. If your ever do, and there is another chance, take it. If not, bravely accept the consequences.

Dark Desires After Dusk - Kresley Cole's Immortals After Dark series

2009-09-24T00:23:00.010+08:00

Dark Desires After Dusk

Immortals After Dark

Kresley Cole

Finally, Cadeon's story is up. Ever since his first appearance in Wicked deeds on a winter's night, i've been wondering what he and Rdystrom will be faring. Since, he was actually interested in a witch who is the true mate of a lykae.

[I am actually quite terrified for a demon as they only realised who is their true mate through mating. Hell! Imagine...they are immortals and they only have one mate in a lifetime... in this lifetime, how many sex partners must they have? eek. That is torturing...erm, maybe not. Who knows?]

Back to what i was saying earlier...

he later reappeared in Dark needs at night's edge. Doing what? Killed Conrad's bride - Neomi. I really pitied Cade. He is always at the wrong place at the wrong time making the wrong decision taking the wrong actions.

Who knows... he was actually secretly in love and have been spying his mate of his lifetime for a year - Holly.

A phd student, a mathematician, and a human.

A immortal cannot have a human as his mate.

Not knowing until Holly was kidapped by demons, ordered assasination by vampires did he found out that she is a halfling - half valkyrie half human and an important one to claim. And he is what he needs to complete his mission. To repent for his mistake 900 years ago, for losing his brother's crown, he needs to give up his one and only mate to an evil sorcerer to obtain a weapon required to reclaim his brother's lost crown.

How is he supposed to do? He had given his word...he chose to crown before mate in the previous book. But saying is easier than doing it. Can he succeed? or will fate do him in once again?

Comments

Never expected a geek - Holly to be the main character. I like Cadeon simply because he is always in a tight situation. In Wicked Deeds, he half hearted pursued a witch and got hurt. Failed to attempt a witch and lose the fight with a lykae. Killed a vampire's wife accidentally when the vampire can actually provide them with the method to dispose the evil socerer.Failed his brother by losing the crown...i thought he was such a failure...

What good can he do, it kept me thinking...? He was nicknamed the n'ver do well one. And at that point of time, i deeply believe so. This is what he attracts me.

I truely love his brother - Rdystrom. He is honest, logical and without a doubt royal kingly. Thus, i will think if Cade will disappoint him again. History repeats.

In Dark desires, he blow my mind away. He proved me wrongly many a times, when i thought he will escape with Holly and throw everything else behind, he moved forward. Harden his heart, finding other ways to solve.. complimenting both - achieve his heart most felt desires and relinquish his guilt.

As usual, very intense love, hot hot hot opposite sexual attractions. Expected from our great Ms. Kresley Cole.

Can't wait to read the next book. By the time i finish this book review, i have most probably finish Kiss of the Demon King. =D

Not to mention. I will give ♥♥♥♥♥ for this book.
All 5 stars for Dark desires after dusk.

Hu ge's 27 birthday!

2009-09-20T01:52:00.001+08:00

今天是老大的27岁生日！

不怕！

歌歌还是一样帅。演技一次比一次还要赞！

I found his new post just a moment ago at 古月哥欠.

Wah! Wanna get the #920 posting, but only manage to get 931, iish! 920 is very significant as it's his birthdate. Argh, just my luck.

He even updated his blog today. hehe. As usual, lots of 胡椒commented and just a few hours after his first post..it has 31 pages already. Woooaaahh. =X

Anyway, i'm happy to see his latest post. I hope he enjoy his day.

mentally exhausted, physically weak week

2009-09-19T01:30:00.003+08:00

A relaxed body cannot contain a destructive emotion and the secret for you is to just relax.

You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

Both results from the colorgenics test. Similar, isn't it? I guess, i need a break. Who don't? i wondered.

Ave Maria is always so soothing. It helps to comfort me. The sound of the violin is magical, mystical if i dare say.

A long weekend ahead. Rest well and get ready for the next round.
がんがって!　

道理

2009-09-17T21:20:00.001+08:00

接纳人性的丑陋，坚信本性的美。

人世间最大的爱，莫过于牺牲自己的私欲。

让世间多一份祝福，平安。

只有祝福，没有诅咒！

;p

2009-09-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

我的天！景天的景，景天的天。。
我还沉迷在仙剑3。　だいすき!!!

naw..actually want to say. i forgot i have a blog. ごめん
I was too preoccupied with all these drama series, animes, manga and my beloved books that i forgot to update, not even once since February. WOAH!
我好佩服我自己喔！

i finally finished the 4th book of Immortal After Dark series by Kresley Cole. Argh... i still read a lot faster when it comes to vampires, lykaes, valkyries, witches, phantoms, demons, angels and et cetera as compared to those forensic science investigation, murders type of books... I love them all as long as it captures my attention...up next is Dark Desires After Dark... woo. finally on Cade. I like their horns.. lusty. muhahaha

work life is the same. one word to describe all... HECTIC　ざんねん
so boring. I like some motivations... to fill up my empty heart. or empty pockets?

after i send my application to TTSH and it replied 1 month later. There have been no news after that. I wonder my volunteer application is successful...It mentioned that they will need volunteer for a program next February as i am only available on weekends. Guess i need to wait. また明年！

in the meanwhile, i registered with SgCares. Hope to help as much as i can. I need this type of satisfaction after i do something i feel good doing.... something other than cooking & baking..
I've got no money to donate thus i want to make an effort by volunteering myself.

人嘛。。。总有些遗憾想去弥补，做点好事给个心安呗。。LOL. do i sound china? wohoo... so fun to play with words.

すみませんね　
わたしわシシがポールじん

CHARLAINE HARRIS

2009-02-06T23:46:00.005+08:00

Dead Until Dark

Charlaine Harris

Ohhhh Dear Dear Dear...

Spotted CHARLAINE HARRIS'S SOOKIE STACKHOUSE NOVEL - DEAD UNTIL DARK today. I'm hooked. =)
Stood there reading for 4 pages and I simply don't want to move an inch. Not until anata found me. HEHEHE. Before i found the book, i was conscientously searching for all the remaining Dark-hunter novels that i am still lacking.

Wanted to get my hands on that book but was so determined before entering Kinokuniya that I will NOT buy any book...not until i finished reading all the books i purchased over the past few months.

Left Veil of midnight (3/4 way through), Dance with the devil, Acheron (will have to wait until i finish another 7 novel in this series), Black Dagger Brotherhood's companion guide (half way through Rhage's interview), Stone of tears (halfway through)... omg... 5 more..=.=

3/4 can't wait after i saw Charlaine Harris's 7 novels in a pack. OF SUPER VALUE
TOTALLY simple can't wait anymore afer i read the reviews online.

I am stuck to Horror novels.
For what i feel, it's not exactly of horror content but rather paranormal romance + WAR.

I will definitely get the value pack next week since anata promised to get it as Vday gift. Hehehe

Dark Lover - J. R. Ward

2009-01-31T19:40:00.005+08:00

Dark Lover

J. R. Ward

This is the first book of the Black Dagger Brotherhood. They are 7 vampires grouped together protecting the vampire race against the Omega and it's creation - the lessers.
Black Dagger Brotherhood - Wrath, Rhage, Zsadist, Tohrment, Vishous, Phury, Darius (Dead)
It takes place in Caldwell, New York.
Beth who is born a human/vampire. Wrath the last pure breed (king and leader) of the race and brotherhood. He was asked to assist Beth to go through the transition period (from human to vampire) by his passed away comrade, Darius (who is also Beth's father). At the same time, Wrath is determined to find out the killer of Darius. I prefer to call them brothers although their age are different. They are like brothers. Very close relationship. Just imagine, fighting back to back with one another for centuries.

The lesser who are the bad guys here, can be killed by plunging the dagger specially made by Vishous into their heart. They will like poof and disintegrate & returnto their master - Omega.
Lesser are despicable. They torture and mutilate vampire civilians. They are walking deads with no heart. And they smelled like granny. LOL

Wrath has no wish to be the king nor to fall in love with a human or rather a female. He just determined to be a warrior, to fight against the lessers for the race due to his weakness in the past. (for what i think he is thinking too much. He is a hero to me no matter what happened in his pre-transition period.) However, upon meeting Beth, there is something ...perhaps chemistry between them. It happened too quickly. Even until now, i could not figure out what makes them fall in love. I guess it just love. There is no reason in love.

It is a very intense romance book and of course there are also serious fighting taking place between the lessers and the vampires. For one moment, i thought there will be more than one hero dead in a single book.

For what i feel, it is more vulgar and of more sexual content as compared to Twilight. I will do this comparison is because Twilight is the first romance book I ever had my hands touched on. I know it's unfair to Twilight as it is more of a young adult genre.

Overall, it's a terrific book. I simply can't get enough of BDB. Therefore, i went on and finished all six books.... and the companion book (still reading this though.)

I will give ♥♥♥♥♥ for this book.

2008-10-08T20:50:00.002+08:00

iishh. damn it. i am really pissed. Only those who are dumb do not realise.
i really hate the sight of the idiot.

i am ready to leave at any time. But will there be any reason to make me stay.
i doubt. i kinda enjoy my work despite i want to further my studies next year. but i don't actually intend to leave before that.

since the idiot want to do it this way, i should show no mercy.
don't think i'm good to bully.
never belittle the scorpions.

2008-06-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

Cold war off! Time-out until erm... who knows?
_____

Trying hard to cope with work. Too much! But i am trying hard.
Dear said it's okay to give up as he feels that i am always so "lucky". Always get those job with shitty work.

Under paid
Overtime work
No time

When will i get a slack job? i wonder. Life is unpredictable.
I ain't giving up until i get a better one.

Trying hard not to get one since i have great colleagues. And i only need a year. A year i what i need to get what i want. Isn't it?

2008-05-31T23:30:00.002+08:00

went to east coast park today with anata, his friends edison and Yvonne.

Dear and i rode the 2-person bike.. My first time riding one like this. It's was fun despite i was terribly scared at first. I am scare of riding bicycle, fyi.

His friends skated. Next time, i will learn how to skate. Hehe.

Got caught in the rain thrice today. Affinity with water. haha

Went to play pool after that. I played lousily. haha. kena lots of preaching from dear. haiz. got to brush up my skills ar. Thereafter, more people came. I settled down and have a min tournament with people. NDSL tournament. hahaha.. while 2 persons play the rest challenge each other with nds. haha.

A bit siao. I understand.

Went to blk85 for dinner @ 9pm. Late dinner. Lucky i ate alot during the day. Phew.. But i still eat alot. HAHA. Because edison said i lost weight although my face become fleshier. Cham! Y like that????!!!! Sob.

So tired and my butt hurt. haha.

2008-05-25T16:08:00.004+08:00

How to make a bread using MICROWAVE! Interesting isn't it. HAHAH.

Extracted from Yakitate! Japan Manga.

2008-05-24T17:08:00.002+08:00

My face just go rounder and rounder. Went to take passport size photos yesterday and my face is FLESHY! OMG. Worst is that anata said i look like a 大陆妹. So sad.

[OT:Not that i am having any discrimination towards them. I just don't like not being a Singaporean. I still love SG. Oya, i apply for tix to the NDP2008. Hope i get the tickets my year. Finger crossed!]

I wonder why i put on weight on my face rather than contribute some of my fats to the other parts of my body. Have not measure my weight for sometime, fear for the fact that i am not putting on much weight or --- maybe i am losing weight.

I went and have a haircut again. Now my hair is shorter with all the dry ends removed. Now all my curls are gone.

Saw that High School Musical is coming to SG in august. Wondering if i should go and have a look or not... hehe. But seems like the main cast are not the ones performing. hmm.
Click here for more information on HSM The Ice Tour.

2008-05-22T18:23:00.003+08:00

Suihanja Pan*
* - Rice cooker bread

Ingredients
1. Bread Flour 350g
2. Butter 21g
3. Milk 35cc
4. Sugar 21g
5. Water 180cc
6. Dry Yeast 5g
7. Table Salt 6.5g
**adding an egg is fine, depending on your tastes. or you could add green tea to give out a nice smell.

Steps
Knead the ingredients together inside the bowl of the rice cooker.
Let it rise for 60 minutes.
Release some of the gas and let rise again for 60 minutes
Turn on the rice cooker and cook it on one side for 60 minutes.
Flip it over and cook it on the other side for another 60 minutes.
Flip it over for the 3rd time and cook for 60 minutes.

After it comes out of the irce cooker for the third time you are done.
Put some butter on it or eat it plain.

All rights goes to Yakitate! Japan.

2008-05-22T10:13:00.001+08:00

You are Elmo:
You have lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and you always see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer. Dreaming too big could cause many conflicts in your life.

2008-05-21T15:13:00.002+08:00

Let the stars lead the way.

520 was my dear's birthday. Nice number, isn't it? 520 = i love you.

2008-05-04T11:55:00.002+08:00

如果你善良又聪明的话,一定会有好事发在你的身上!

2008-04-30T16:17:00.002+08:00

Wah.... i think i stressed myself too much.... I had a nightmare. I dream of snakes and honey bee. The snakes glided around my neighborhood, in and out of the houses. Bees sting me. Ouch ouch.
Pain isn't it?

I woke up by my hp ringtone. Someone called me at 8+ going to 9am. hmm..a bit early to wake up for those unemployed like me. OOpps. Afterall, i had a nightmare.... must rest more.

Gosh! An interview at 11am and you are telling me now. I jumped off my bed head for the wall clock. Counting..... enough time or not??? aiyo. Don't play play leh. My sleep!!!!

Quickly i dressed up and out i go..for the interview. Wah... late liao... took a cab down. hengz. I am 15 mins early. haha. Actually i am not late. I just scare my bus will be late. haha

Interview went on fine, just like a casual conversation. hmm.. After the interview, i stopped by the security stand, asking for directions. Don't know which lane to take bus. In the end, chat with the security guard for almost 30 mins. Talked alot.

About today is his last day....about where he worked before, where he is going to work after he leaves this place, about the company i went for the interview blah blah blah....like friends hah? haha. Totally, it was like gossiping time.

I know lah!!!! i am too friendly. HAHAHA. chey!

And just not too long ago, the person called to confirm me. hoooray. haha. Finally, after sooooo loooongggg. Tired of resting. hard to get a job nowadays. especially a good one. I can't say this is a good one until i try out.. Just like the security uncle said. He said:" go try la. try le then you will know if you like it.". Funny guy!

Another funny guy- the agent. Congratulated me so many times. In the end i said i must thank him. He dare said want me treat him drink coffee. Cute sia. Wait long long. haha... =D

Snakes and bees in the early morning.
2 funny guys in the afternoon.
1 great job opportunity i have (yet to confirm. =P)

God blesses all.

2008-04-28T12:48:00.002+08:00

I wake up after a familiar dream. A dream that i will have once in a while. I used to dream about my passed away grandma. So far, i only see her 2 times in my dreams. Thereafter, i only dream on my grandparents' house. Empty house. But this time, i am with my mum. Not alone this time.

Before we leave, there is lightning and thunder. Haiyo. I am mot talking sense here. Hahah What is this dream trying to tell me? Where is my grandma? Why didn't i saw her in my dream?

Nah! Ignore me! Even my mum say i am too free.

2008-04-15T13:20:00.002+08:00

Life is always unpredictable.

You will never know what next moment is gonna give.
Unless unless, you have did something bad, you will be expecting retribution.

Pray more, share more, be nicer to everybody. There's is nothing to lose other than your passionate movements, a minute or two.

My fren broke up with his bf. The one that i thought they will have a happy ending. This really question me. Is there true love. Despite knowing the answer, i doubt. Should believe it whatever i have.

Alot of things happened in just a split second.
I just got to believe and walk through it all.

2008-04-12T15:26:00.002+08:00

have my hair cut short on Wednesday.
head feels lighter. Curls are gone. Feel so different. A new look! But i am still the same old me.

Still job hunting. Not easy. Just to let god lead the way. I believe they will.

Missing the good old days. But they are just for memory.

Just finish D.I.E. the hk drama series. I did not find the ending as good as what i have expected.
But it's something that is nice for once in a while. Unique??

Do you think life is better afterlife?

i wonder.

2008-04-07T21:48:00.002+08:00

my thoughts recently.

hysterical huh.