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Illness. my repent.
Monday, May 21, 2007 12:42 PM | 0 notes
wasn't feeling great this few weeks. I just hope to bring that to an end despite i ....... My health deteriorated this few weeks, feeling very bad. Hated this feeling. I just hope to put a stop to this. I guess it will take some time for me to recover totally. It's not an easy task. But i do hope i can do this asap without much delay.
He has been by my side all this while. Been really nice and sweet to me. I feel like i am still in the honeymoon stage. Everything is good except we are both sick. Guess my sickness is linked too. Not just telepathy for other stuffs. I will need lots of pu pin as what he say so as to gain back my lost weight and fats. Wasn't very happy to hear that because i am pretty scare of bitter. My conception of pu pin is like that, sorry about that. Guess i must visit the chinese medical hall next week. I got some things to settle this week. Some important matters. Stella's 21st birthday celebration is on this saturday. I do hope I can make it there without feeling so ill. Especially it's a joyous day. That week of suffering ended but my skin have alot of pimples popping out. That isn't good. All thanks to my laziness that week. After that week, i did get better but soon i was in the shade of gastric pain and flatulence which followed by headache, runny nose and sore throat too. Seen so many doctors, well only 3 so far every time with a different problem. I do hope this one i am going to visit is the last one. Medication is so scary. Consumed so much which makes me thought that i am immuned to the drug as my runny nose is still 'running' after i taken the panadol. Should be enough ba. Wouldn't want to take those drowsy ones. I have slept too much. To the extend every time i sleep i will dream of something. May be good may be bad. But continuously dreaming is not good. I feel like i am not getting enough sleep. He said i am really skinny now. Been even skinnier than ever as my hip bone can be seen visibly. I know what he means and i know that. I just hope to get well soon and gain back some kilos. I really hated to be so underweight. But this thing cant be rushed. I have stomach problems which prevent me from eating too little or too much at one go. Eat too lil - gastric pain. Eat too much = indigestion, food poisoning and diarrhoea. Sad isn't it? Plus, i am a fussy eater. I am very impatient patient since i am sick now. Some times sick for too long will makes some one moody. I am in a very bad mood as long as the problem is not solved. I sounded very agitated on msn so i rather remain offline. And please don't ask me to accompany you for job interview, i really need some peace. A ill person is a grumpy person. To god. I know what i have did wrongly. But in order to do it right = to further do it wrong. Guess it will never get pass my conscience. I will always remain so ....... A mistake that cannot to done right unless it never start in the first place. I guess other than apology, i can do nothing despite an apology is not enough. Right? One will always do wrong things but to be forgiven is not up to the one who did wrong. I don't think i will did anything wrong to anyone. Everything will have it's first time. Isn't it? Guess it's the root to all my problems. ------------------- Have been spiritually weak in one or another way. Been dreaming on my passed away granny's house. Never able to see her, don't know why. Guess she don't want to see me. But why lure me into her place? Labels: All my nonsense add more notes
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I have been blogging since 2008. Blogskin.com introduced me into blogger world.
My blog layout started with a white and simple skin then I keep tried asking those cyber friend about How To Make A Skin
but no one telling nor answering me till I tried for asking them =.=! Then I try my best for making but I failed for doing it.
I was so freaking hopeless and sad till one of my best friend cheer me up and support me with making a skin. Finally I know how to made my own skin with different codings
which related at blogskins.com.
