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My frustration! Saturday, May 26, 2007 12:08 AM | 0 notes
Everything seem to have settled down since wednesday. I'm getting very emotional last few days over the decision i was making earlier. I just hope I can get over it. But it seem very hard only if i can forget.

Been thinking about something that i want to do. Some thing for a change. Perhaps it will be something that suits me. I really don't know but I'm worried i will get rejection by my loved ones. Shouldn't be a problem with the officials.

Well, i keep alot of stuff in my heart. Too much that some times i wonder if my heart can take it. My brain too, not forgetting it. But since I felt very bad about that incident. It can act as compensation of my wrong doings.

I know it's not enough or am i thinking too much? I don't know. Just hope i can sort it out with his help before i get the professionals.

Even if he agrees i still need to wait and get other people's approval as well. I'm not getting marry for goodness sake. It's something else.

Dad wanted me to go to U. They have been trying very hard but somehow i wish that i can do something even more. For it. For me. For him. For others as well. I wonder if my decision for now will continue to remain unchanged until that time?

Nothing seems to go right. Or i should say i have not been making a right choice after my 'o' levels. I don't understand myself at all. I thought i am the one that understands myself most. It turns out not to be the truth. Why?! Or am i confusing myself too much.

I think i just need to consider carefully every single decision i made with every step.

17mm. perhaps i will never be able to forget. How can i ever forget?!

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